It's about time I let the people know that I'm still alive.
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It 's raining outside....strangely I feel my spirits lifted with this...emotionally I mean. Physically I seem to be tired all day...although school started again...
For this week I learned that God has either way a hilarious and creepy humor, or that the world is cruel in general.

I was on a Convention in Ludwigshafen Germany ^^ ) this weekend...and since then everything is going a bit strange.

I managed to purchase some figures from Mai Hime. ( Sadly only the trading figures, the 10 cm, ones I mean ) which means that my Otome Figures, Natsuki and Shizuru got company from Akane and Sister Yukariko...who still has some problems with standing properly.

When I find I way I 'll go and post a few pictures of them...(don't own a digicam or a phot-mobile....)

I knew that quite a few of my friends were coming to this convention, however I failed to see some of them...and some I never wanted to see them in this way...It's awkward when the girl you had a crush on, makes out with her boyfriend right in front of you..oó
For the others....well to of my friends got carried away with stretchers, cause the collapsed due to circulatory collapse and dehydration  (and the first one has a heart failure which adds to it  ) The first I only spotted when she already was carried away by the staff and the second one collapsed right next to me...I even helped and still feel guilty that I didn't have my eye on her more...TT plus I'm worried too...

Then on Monday I managed to bang my head on the dooredge of the school-toilet. Now my head hurts over my eye ( the place where I banged it ) everytime I close my eyes and try to squint....my roommate said that it could be that I've propably broken something there....great!

have to work tomorrow again...got the week before off and oddly I feel happy about work. At least it's better that sitting at home and doing nothin....

By the way: I need someone to kick me in the ass for motivation. I want to finish a project...but right now I'm to lazy...

I'm going to bed now, since there's nothing else to do...=_=